If I Was a Wolf
If I was a wolf...
I would not feel any emotion.
I would only feel pain and the urge to survive.
On some days I would gladly take this offer.
If I was a wolf...
I would not be worried about what other people thought of me.
I would fit in my place in the hierarchy of the pack.
And I know I would make it to alpha.
If I was a wolf...
I would not be stressed about getting good grades in school.
I would only care about the grade of hunting I brought back to feed my pack.
This seems so much simpler than the life of a human.
If I was a wolf...
I would not be bothered by the words of scorn that come from guys around me.
I would have my eternal partner at my side forever.*
No more broken hearts.
If I was a wolf...
I would be a white wolf with eyes blue as ice.
With teeth just as sharp.
My only accessories would be my wits and my coat
If I was a wolf...
I would not know the cruelty of the females of mankind.
I would only know the teamwork of my pack.*
Backstabbing is not second nature to a wolf.
If I was a wolf...
I would be 110 pounds- of mid-size*
I would not be judged about my weight.
Weighing more means you are a good hunter.
If I was a wolf...
I would howl my own music.
And my pack would come back to me*
I would not be left by my friends as I always am.
If I was a wolf...
I would not know the word forever.
The only time I would comprehend is now.
For forever is a lie
If I was a wolf...
I could not talk and unleash horrible words to wreak my life.
If I was a wolf...
I would never have a mask, my actions would betray my true emotions.
If I was a wolf...
I would appreciate life so much more
If I was a wolf...
I would follow my instincts and be as far away from the horrible species that is homo sapiens
I would never be alone.
My barks would warn my enemies.*
My whimpers would cause my whole pack to gather around me.*
My ears back would have everyone running for cover*
My dancing would find me a playmate*
And my howls would locate my pack*
But I am a human...
I am alone...
My growls incite my enemies to come closer.
My anger causes others to laugh. And my best friends to leave me.
My searches for a friend always come up empty handed.
My screams for help get ignored.
And my tears... they are shed far too much...
And for what reason?
For a friend that I betrayed and cannot convince them of my worthiness of their attention.
I wish I was a wolf.
Balto and White Wolf. Neo Gaf. Web. 10 Mar. 2014. <http://www.neogaf.com/forum/showthread.php?t=477828>.
Source(look for the *):"Gray Wolf." National Wildlife Federation. National Wildlife Federation, 2014. Web. 25 Feb. 2014. <http://www.nwf.org/Wildlife/Wildlife-Library/Mammals/Gray-Wolf.aspx>.